Thursday, September 27, 2007

Anything?

Can't bring myself to accept new jobs or look for any. I've spent the past months wondering WTF do I do with my MBA..... WTF do I do about my marriage..... my life.....

During my time in Fontainebleau and Singapore. I let weeks pass by without speaking to my husband. It was easy to immerse myself in the experience and let it change me. There was no third party on my side of things, but I don't know about my husband, though. Corporate Finance people from BigAssGlobal first tier banks like him stray all the time.... the fact that I don't know and don't want to know is a huge concern to me. Don't I care anymore? I really thought I had everything. I was even arrogant about it all. I am looking through my old blog to put pieces of my life together again.

So why am I blogging again? Hopefully I can find myself again. I am so LOST.